First day of Raya was catastrophic, everything seems broken :/ but yesterday was such a blessing, after years of not seeing ALL of my closest cousins in one house at the same time, it happen although the misunderstanding between my two aunties have yet to be resolved i pray that one day it will because it's such a waste to see the sisterhood and the love they had for each other back then to go down the drain over a little misunderstanding. But nevertheless, i'm always hoping and praying that they will reconcile and that the misunderstanding only strengthen their relationship and tighten their bond as sisters.

They say good things come to those who wait, but... till when? Everyday, there's a point of time that i feel like just giving up because what else is there to hope for, i've waited for years hoping for change, for some results but time and time again i'll just end up getting disappointed when the bitter truth that nothing has change slaps me hard in the face. But i'm still hoping and waiting for the day that things finally change. Sometimes i feel stupid for doing so many things for so many people, always hoping good things for them when they always give up on me, always never getting anything in return. I always try to make people feel special, but nobody made ME feel special :/


K lah idk why i blog ah, nobody reads this anymore. I like stupid kental idiot got blog.